I seemed to be able to see everyone's blogs now. So random. I did nothing for several weeks and ta da it works! I'm sad sometimes when I read everyone's blogs cause I realize I haven't been involved like I wish I was. I've always struggled with balance. The boys keep me super busy. And now Logan is gone for 6 weeks. I've concluded I hate the last day of school. I managed most of the day. But at the end a friend at work came and visited with me. We talked about Logan. She asked how long he'd be gone. I said 6 weeks. She cried. And well I did too. I've grown to really dislike being home alone. Makes me sad.
I need to loose 10 lbs by oct 6th. I'm going to be a bridesmaid in my cousins wedding!!! Yippy.

Help

I downloaded the blogger app on my phone in hopes in increasing the probability of me keeping up with it. However I can't figure out how to view other blogs and I seemed to have lost dee dee and Tia as friends/ followers. Anyone have any tips?

I miss working out.
Ritalin is a hit or miss. IDK
I don't eat all the time now.
Focus isn't always better and sometimes I feel sickish to my tummy.
When it wears off sometimes I'm hungry, but really too tired to care to eat.
I miss working out.
I got my full license. YAY
I'm negotiating my raise.
CEO and I do not see I to I.. ha
Clinical Director is supportive of me, so that's cool. She is assisting me with negotiating.
Apparently, I never really made as much money as I thought... which was kind of funny when I realized that... oops that sentence was too loooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggg.
I miss working out.
Logan loves Baseball.
Logan loves Jesus and God and Church.
I wish I was a better planner so I could have traditions.
I don't like NOT having traditions.
I am NOT on Ritalin right now.
I didn't know what Devon was doing for Easter until I texted him today about 3pm.
His Easter does not involve me. Cause I do not involve him.
His grandparents have traditions.
I'm spending Easter with my friend Lisa's family.
It didn't occur to me to try and plan something with my family.
I get my lack of planning from my mom.
We were sad about that.
Perhaps I will do better on the next important holiday.
First Easter with Logan in 3 years.
Happy Easter!!!!

For years I have wanted to move to the Metroplex. I grew up going there and have always loved it. I decided after returning to Angelo that I will move to the Metroplex once Devon has graduated high school which is next year. Over the past several months I have become close to a group of people through various sports. Logan has had the same coach for each of his sports; football, basketball, and now baseball. There are 4 boys that have been together on each of these teams and our families are getting to know each other well. Logan and Elijah have known each other since they were 4. Our families are growing close. Logan was added to this baseball team solely on the fact that he is part of this core... I found out today that Logan will now be allowed to stay at Fort Concho for 4 and 5th grade and continue to be in a confined group of GT students. While they have not made Ft Concho the official GT magnet school they are now giving parents the option to stay there. Apparently an entire 3rd grade class opted to do this last year and now the 4th grade GT teacher from Santa Rita who was not needed because these kids opted to stay at Ft Concho has now been hired to teach at Ft Concho. I figure by the time Logan gets to the 4th grade Ft Concho will be officially the magnet school. Which is awesome. They are working on a program to bump the kids a grade in math so that when they reach the 6th grade they can go straight into the AP class or something along those lines.
So I started writing this while on hold... I'm done holding and talking and don't feel much like saying anything else so THE END

LPC - INtern

I just discovered I majorly screwed up on counting my hours back in August. I didn't transfer my cumulative hours correctly.... The result of this mess is that I REALLY Finished my hours FEB 20th!! I have missed out on a month worth of substantial raise! Damn It... Lesson learned Always double check your work especially when it involves money!

Sometimes I think I want to throw out all of my rugs... then I think man I would love to have carpet!

I want to move

Or something... I don't like it when logan isn't here... I get blahs... I found myself very bored yesterday... I didn't like it. There were plenty of things to do, but none that I wanted to; ie clean my house... so I did it today. BLAH. I was so glad when logan came home. I just want to UGH. So my poor child tells me that his father tells him "are you a boy or a girl" Logan says "a boy" his father "boys need to live with boys and girls live with girls" OMG!!! Logan cried to me saying Mom I don't want to have to make this decision. It's too hard. I said oh baby don't you worry you do NOT have to make this decision at all that is what I am here for. I told him I'm sorry his father is putting this adult weight on him, but that I am here to take that weight off of him. We hugged. He smiled. All is better in Logan's world. He is glad to be home. OMG he told me that he ate corndogs and drank root beer all week except for the one time he had pizza and the one dr pepper he drank. He took one bath and changed his clothes ones. He fell days ago scaping his knee and came home in the same wripped jeans. Logan says that his dad was proud of him for handling it like a man. WHAT? He's 8. Logan said his dad wasn't even mad about him tearing his jeans... I thought of course not he doesn't have to worry about buying more! I have to keep myself in check because Ralph seems to be focused on when Logan turns 12 he gets to pick where he lives and apparently he is okay with trying to coax him now by telling him boys live with boys. I have to remind myself that there is no way Logan would want to leave his life and settle for a part time parent all of the time... I get leary that Ralph is going to try something... I just don't trust him and he has expendable money. He lives off his parents and girlfriend and lawyer... apparently he just moves between the three homes so no rent he has his car payment, insurance, cell phone and what else of yeah DRUGS! he can't afford a home because he has DRUGS! God is testing me I know he is. I shall pray Ralph gets better... I'm hungry HA there's something random for ya ;+)