UGH! 10.5 lbs over my ultimate goal which I had managed to reach briefly in August I think. I think I am bloated from PMS or something since I don't really have periods. I did have some spotting today. I know I was retaining water like crazy last week. My fingers swelled like little sausages... it was kind of funny. So I'm going to bitch a little bit... I know SHOCKER HA. I'm not really angry just a little annoyed! Work has been super busy which is awesome cause I'm trying to use the power of the Secret to get me a big FAT raise! However, my work has not been the only part of RCH that has been crazy. The clinical department hasn't had a clear head to lead them for about a month... It has been chaos. I have 19 peeps in my outpatient program. there are 7 inpatient adult psych 11 adult chemical dependency. Each of their programs have a therapist... Umm hello it is just me in outpatient... If I am not bitching... Please do not bitch to me about your job. HELLO!!! Let's do the math! Side note Same person... If you are overweight and unhappy about it, but not doing anything to help yourself and I am unhappy about my weight and AM doing something about it DO NOT berate me because I am smaller than you!! I am 5'3" I will always be smaller than someone who is 5'10". If I weigh 117 lbs at 5'3" it is okay... If you weigh the same at 5'10" you are anorexic!!! OMGosh
Other side note Different person... I know this is my personal issue and nothing mean was meant by it (which was made obvious by the apology) PLEASE WORLD COULD YOU JOIN ME IN MY DELUSION THAT I DO NOT HAVE A BIG NOSE!!!! For those of you who don't know I fucking hate my nose... It took me a long time to stop obsessing over it... ONE little statement even one followed by an apology tends to send me spiralling down. I would love to accidentally break my nose so I could have surgery. Would one of you be a friend and break my nose for me? LOL UGH I wanted to cry. It is so stupid. Nothing mean was even said. I was talking about my teeny tiny ears and wrist and it was pointed out that my nose wasn't as tiny as the rest of me. And that I make someone else feel better about their nose... maybe that was kind of mean, but I know it wasn't meant to be mean. She quickly apologized.
PS I wish I could stop eating... it's that PMS insatiable hunger!
In the 46 years I have known you. Whenever you talk about your nose I am always like what the fuck is wrong with her nose. I don't see it. Get over it. At least you don't have gross knees like me. Hasaaaaa
ReplyDeleteI have never noticed your nose. At least you don't have a big head like me!!
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